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[bertine]

what the hell did i ever see in chris?

really, i mean it, this is weirding me out right now.

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[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

his mad spelling skillz?

[bertine.livejournal.com]

hmm... i am attracted to guys with good spelling and grammer.

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

i always thought he was the shittiest speller. he wrote like he's 12. although maybe that's because he was always drunk? who knows.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

he had fine spelling, he just did write like he was 12. plus he always was so down about things, he expected the worst things to happen all the time.

plus i was being sarcastic myself. :P

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

well, he was right about the worst thing happening. he's marrying that chick, right?

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

oh. was that bad?

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

oh great... i thought _I_ was the shittiest speller ever. so clusterb is talkin about chris. *sigh*

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

they're totally on about chris and his woman. haha. that explains EVERYTHING!

[bertine.livejournal.com]

you haven't imed me enough if you think you are a shitty speller.

or read my brother's lj.

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

but so good at many other things

[soyouthink.livejournal.com]

sad. i don't know who chris is.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

chris is the boy i cried over the summer of 2003.

i was just thinking about something today, went to drunkjournal.com that we wrote together and read some stuff i thought was cute back then and i don't get it now.

weird.

[soyouthink.livejournal.com]

boo for chris!

[bertine.livejournal.com]

exactly. now i don't know why i cried so much. yay for getting over someone and not even noticing it for awhile.

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

i think that a lot too... like what could possible make me like/love this person. they suck so much ass.

I HEAR YOU SISTA! AMEN!

[bertine.livejournal.com]

exactly, i was so in love with him but now i am just not sure what it was. when i do think about him, i think about the stuff that would annoy me about him.

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

i wasn't so much in love as just loved/cared - and i voiced my thoughts and continued to vice them when i KNEW the answers thru stolen email. it was like all i thought i knew i DID know... it was just all clearer.

so we step back ignore them and know our life is better without them.

at least thats what i'm doing.

jenn has done it too - i think we all have.

they, most likely, react the same way to us as we do them.

but again just know you're better off and move on.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

see, i think i am even past that point. i am better off and i have moved on. it isn't even work anymore, i just look at him and wonder "wtf?". it is so nice because it was so much drama and hurt for so long, i never thought i would get to the point where i didn't even get how i felt for him then.

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

wow i didn't even have drama or hurt. i just cut her off. musta not meant much huh?

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

ya know come to think of it... when jenni and i would fight. it was big drama and major hurt. so i know exactly how you feel. i would get so depressed and then i'd get mad and then i'd fight with everyone.

thank god we always make up. even after the big bad shit.

[mesawyou.livejournal.com]

who the hell knows?

[bertine.livejournal.com]

i know, it is weird.

sigh. i was so messed up then

[mesawyou.livejournal.com]

Well I have my "what was I thinking?" boys, too.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

i wish i still had the picture where he looks REALLY fat.

[mesawyou.livejournal.com]

*hee*