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[bertine]

what the hell did i ever see in chris?

really, i mean it, this is weirding me out right now.

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[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

his mad spelling skillz?

[soyouthink.livejournal.com]

sad. i don't know who chris is.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

chris is the boy i cried over the summer of 2003.

i was just thinking about something today, went to drunkjournal.com that we wrote together and read some stuff i thought was cute back then and i don't get it now.

weird.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

hmm... i am attracted to guys with good spelling and grammer.

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

i always thought he was the shittiest speller. he wrote like he's 12. although maybe that's because he was always drunk? who knows.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

he had fine spelling, he just did write like he was 12. plus he always was so down about things, he expected the worst things to happen all the time.

plus i was being sarcastic myself. :P

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

i think that a lot too... like what could possible make me like/love this person. they suck so much ass.

I HEAR YOU SISTA! AMEN!

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

oh great... i thought _I_ was the shittiest speller ever. so clusterb is talkin about chris. *sigh*

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

well, he was right about the worst thing happening. he's marrying that chick, right?

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

oh. was that bad?

[bertine.livejournal.com]

exactly, i was so in love with him but now i am just not sure what it was. when i do think about him, i think about the stuff that would annoy me about him.

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

they're totally on about chris and his woman. haha. that explains EVERYTHING!

[bertine.livejournal.com]

you haven't imed me enough if you think you are a shitty speller.

or read my brother's lj.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

very very good point.

i can't even feel upset about that anymore, he is getting what he always wanted.

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

hahaha. it's true, it's only after knowing you for 8 million years that i'm able to interpret what you're saying sometimes.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

no, i don't care anymore.

plus i always wished i hate the guts to say "fuck you christian grab" in public. now i regret not saying it when i meant it.

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

i wasn't so much in love as just loved/cared - and i voiced my thoughts and continued to vice them when i KNEW the answers thru stolen email. it was like all i thought i knew i DID know... it was just all clearer.

so we step back ignore them and know our life is better without them.

at least thats what i'm doing.

jenn has done it too - i think we all have.

they, most likely, react the same way to us as we do them.

but again just know you're better off and move on.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

i am ok via email or lj since i have spell check but im is awful

you know the language of bertine now!

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

i still LOVE that name. it sounds like a dirty game.

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

i thought she typed in code. *blink*

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

i started calling chloe 'chole' after seeing it spelled that way for so long.

but now she's just sam. you can't spell that wrong. well, actually...

[bertine.livejournal.com]

see, i think i am even past that point. i am better off and i have moved on. it isn't even work anymore, i just look at him and wonder "wtf?". it is so nice because it was so much drama and hurt for so long, i never thought i would get to the point where i didn't even get how i felt for him then.

[-odium-.livejournal.com]

wow i didn't even have drama or hurt. i just cut her off. musta not meant much huh?

[bertine.livejournal.com]

i misspell "response" all the time.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

chole! that is her name!

i love how i can't even misspell consistentally. it is all different.

and when i call chloe "sam", i want to type it "samn"