she doesn't have a crazy new girlfriend that decided that the best way to make a new life with her is to slander your name all over the world and rewrite everything in your past.
OH they made drama for you?! damn. i'm probably ( actually i'm positive i am ) the topic of so much but drama - i was bigger than it and walked away. its not like it was something to fight for.
no i had a part in the drama, i could have walked away from it all but i didn't realize it then and i allowed myself to be drawn back into it.
i don't get why anymore, it was stupid, i was stupid. i wanted everyone to like me and i thought that i had to defend myself. now i realize that people will either like me or not, it doesn't matter what i say or if i defend myself.
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Date: 2005-03-17 06:19 pm (UTC)it was hard to avoid the drama
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Date: 2005-03-17 06:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-17 06:31 pm (UTC)i don't get why anymore, it was stupid, i was stupid. i wanted everyone to like me and i thought that i had to defend myself. now i realize that people will either like me or not, it doesn't matter what i say or if i defend myself.
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Date: 2005-03-17 06:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-17 06:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-17 06:35 pm (UTC)though it might have only been like an hour but i was young.
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Date: 2005-03-17 06:37 pm (UTC)as you will soon find out! is there a fountain there? hm.
*thinks*