Anxiety

[bertine]

I know I am not the only one feeling this way right now but wow, being anxious sucks. I was good when I left work because I got a lot done today but once I got home I couldn't concentrate on anything very well. I did, however, get my walls and ceiling primed. I should do some more repair work on the ceiling but I am really sick of the ceiling. Actually, I am really sick of having to do so much work. I miss my bathroom, I miss my bathtub. I just want to stop having to think about this so much.

Today I have posted two entries and then deleted them, I only do this when I am like I am right now. I totally had a panic attack last night and I felt really bad that Zach had to see me like that but it was really nice to have someone there.

In two days I am having a bunch of people over for a clothing swap. I am excited about this and I have decided that as long as the dishes are washed, the cat box is clean and I pick up the living room I don't care what the rest of my house looks like.

Comments

[thetaxena.livejournal.com]

I'll take cat stinky, goopy dishwatery Bertine as well. I just want to see you!

You should see my house these days. It is all brown boxes and baby food mess.

[pallid-regina.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry about the anxiety. That is NO fun. I hope it dissipates easily and soon.

Hey, tell me how your clothing swap goes, OK? I'm considering one for the shop and I'm curious how they go for people I know. :0)