Annoyed

Sometimes I get a little annoyed at having hobbies. First, I feel like I shouldn't even have them because there is so many other things I should be doing with my time. I should be working more, I should be working on my condo more, I should be helping Eric with his house more, etc. Then when I do start a hobby I feel like I shouldn't spend any money on it and that I am not making enough progress with it. On Saturday my sister and I went to the quilt shop to the last of the supplies for my quilt and I was looking at some fabric that was pretty. She was telling me that I can't buy any fabric because I have to use up all of my mom's fabric first. WTF? Then I get teased about saying I'll make quilts but not finishing them, which strikes me as funny because I have been doing this for 5 weeks and I have two in works, one almost done and one 1/3 done.

I want to make gwangi a quilt but I don't want to spend the money on the fabric. I hate being broke.