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Sep. 28th, 2005 11:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bertinealso, why are half my friends not in minneapolis.
though that means half of them are in minneapolis so i shouldn't complain
though that means half of them are in minneapolis so i shouldn't complain
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Date: 2005-09-29 04:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 04:46 am (UTC)she lives in florida with my friend sheldon. i can't spell his username.
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Date: 2005-09-29 04:48 am (UTC)I'm commenting drunk. LEAVE HER ALONE!!
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Date: 2005-09-29 04:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 04:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 04:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 04:49 am (UTC)i am introspective tonight. THIS IS BAD.
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Date: 2005-09-29 04:53 am (UTC)"Is this something that I am going to regret tomorrow?"
Introspective is good, but being too open is bad.
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Date: 2005-09-29 04:57 am (UTC)then again, i regret 99% of things i do in a weird way. going to cock night? i'll regret it tomorrow because it meant i talked to people or something.
going to work? it meant i had to relate and i didn't get enough done.
but i shouldn't let this regret rule my life, i should just go on because there is nothing i can do about the past. so i stop thinking about it until i run out of things to think about then every stupid thing i have said and done comes up in my head until i can find something to block it all out.
maybe this is why i work so much and go to school and always have to be doing something.
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Date: 2005-09-29 05:03 am (UTC)And it's just the wrong way to go about it. I know this, but I don't change my behavior. I still live in my little shell.
The fact is, though, that the people you think you offended or you think you said the wrong things to will still want to hang out with you again.
You know why? Because you (we!) are fun people to be with. It's just that we convince ourselves that we're not good enough or fun enough or cool enough.
I think we're both dealing with a bit of low self esteem, 'though I know know what.
HA HA HA THREE GLASSES OF WINE!
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Date: 2005-09-29 05:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 05:53 am (UTC)Stupid three glasses of wine.
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Date: 2005-09-29 02:15 pm (UTC)exactly.
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Date: 2005-09-29 02:14 pm (UTC)you should come out more! jenni is good because she makes me do things. however i am regretting the three drinks i had last night. i am a little hung over.
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Date: 2005-09-29 05:01 pm (UTC)I get that a lot, but inertia keeps me home. I'll go out one of these days.
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Date: 2005-09-29 08:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 05:15 am (UTC)I am not in Minneapolis because I like it here in Kentucky thanks.
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Date: 2005-09-29 02:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 02:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 02:21 pm (UTC)i would take you to the mall and the cool places in uptown!
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Date: 2005-09-29 05:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 02:17 pm (UTC)plus the twin cities community is pretty cool. woo!
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Date: 2005-09-29 01:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 02:17 pm (UTC)don't you hate that? i wish they lived at least in driving distance.
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Date: 2005-09-29 03:28 pm (UTC)Yes, I wish that very much :/
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Date: 2005-09-29 08:46 pm (UTC)