Anxiety

[bertine]

Today I have been on edge all day. Doubting my decisions on so many things. They are mostly unfounded doubts but that doesn't mean that they magically go away. I am pretty happy lately so I think this is just me doubting that things are going well. I am working on convincing myself it is okay to be happy for awhile.

I also really need to go on vacation. Nothing makes me feel better than going somewhere new.

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[faeryguinevere.livejournal.com]

What was with today?

I've been feeling that way too. Yesterday was worse, but the anxiety was just building and building over the past several days. Mine is ebbing tonight, thank goodness.

Mine seems to flare up just when things are going well, or when I have time to relax and think.

Damned if I do, damned if I don't.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

It must have something to do with the lack of light. That is the only thing I can think of.

[slyefox.livejournal.com]

Cancun party! Now we just need to befriend a celebrity with too much cash on their hands...

[bertine.livejournal.com]

That would be fun! I really want a bikini since I have never had one.

[lisianthia.livejournal.com]

BURNING MAN. I can personally guarantee you newness.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

You are starting to get me to consider it. However, TURKEY.

[lisianthia.livejournal.com]

But the Burn is like visiting all the countries in the world simultaneously, naked, on trippy drugs, with lots of beef jerky and dust storms and shit.

GOOD TIMES!!

[slyefox.livejournal.com]

I'm there - I'll figure out the payment somehow...

[bertine.livejournal.com]

See, part of me wants to try that...

[lisianthia.livejournal.com]

GO FOR IT!!! Tickets go on sale Jan 14th, but you don't have to buy one that early.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

let me think about it. :)