I had a similar thing happen with Alex's birth, in that I had trouble processing what had happened. Essentially, she was such an emergency that they put me under with a general anesthetic, and took her out by section. When I awoke, I was alone, paralyzed, and no longer pregnant. It took me months to grieve the fact that I was not present at her birth, as strange as that sounds.
I'm so sorry you had such an unfortunate experience, but so happy you have a wonderful healthy baby as a result.
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Date: 2016-03-01 02:13 am (UTC)I'm so sorry you had such an unfortunate experience, but so happy you have a wonderful healthy baby as a result.
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