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I got better for a bit there but now I am totally out of energy. I still have things to do but I think it is time to go home. I don't think the world will end if I don't stay later (but you never know).

Lately I have been so hungry. Tuesday I ate a ton. Last night I ate a bunch of muffins and spaghetti at rock band (which I stayed at too late but I was having fun). Today I have already been to Culvers for lunch and I am thinking about stopping at Chipotle for dinner. I know it is just because I am sick but really, I don't need to eat this much. I should just eat up the rest of the bean chili I made last week for dinner. Actually that sounds good...

Lonely

Tonight I am lonely. Not for friends, which I have great ones right now, but for someone that would keep me from reading chick lit that I find on the free table of my building. I should be reading my anti-anxiety book so I can shore up my self-esteem again but I just want escapism right now.