Why?

Why do I keep eating these peanut m&ms? I am not even hungry!

Hmm...

For some reason my self-esteem is really low lately. I never really got to actual dating but the last month or two I have been going back to my old thought patterns of not really thinking that anyone would be interested in dating me. It is annoying how easy it was for me to slip into that without even noticing.


On a different subject I have a friend that is a pretty hard core Republican. I actually usually enjoy this about this friend because we like to debate politics and such. However, it is getting harder and harder to do because it isn't academic anymore. I am thinking I am just going to have to say that we will just have to agree to disagree and not talk about it. Maybe when the convention is over things will go back to the normal debating of politics. I hope.