really

[bertine]

i suck at being broke.

my car payment is late. a month late. i have never done this before. ever. i can pay this months, but that still means i have to figure out where to get that money. we won't even go into my tax issue. oh, and for some reason t-mobile didn't take the money out last month. i am so screwed. right now i am wondering why the hell i decided that school was a good idea, why i didn't just stay working at eschelon and screw that stupid piece of paper.

well, i just maxed out my credit card. i should call the bank and refinance my condo but there is part of me that really doesn't want to do that. plus i am not even sure they will let me, my icome is so low right now i might be considered too much of a risk or something. i am usually so optimistic about how things will turn out but today i can't be.

Comments

[emkachan.livejournal.com]

*hugs* At least you have assets and are overeducated.

[bertine.livejournal.com]

assets = responiblity. sometimes i wish i could just move back in with my parents and not have to worry about money.

yeah, being overeducated is fun. woo! LOL

[f-o-n-y.livejournal.com]

you HATED eschelon. remember?

[bertine.livejournal.com]

you know why i love you jenni? cause you just said the perfect thing, i did hate that place

[sharya.livejournal.com]

Any chance you could pay all the bills first, and then mooch off people/go to the foodbank for food/entertainment?

[bertine.livejournal.com]

mooch off people?

um... i don't think i could do that. my parents will feed me, i am not worried about eating and i can just work more so i don't spend too much.

basically, i would be fine if the one job actually had work occisinally. it makes me want to quit it and find something better.