bertine ([personal profile] bertine) wrote2004-09-05 10:53 pm

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i don't know what to feel anymore.

[identity profile] f-o-n-y.livejournal.com 2004-09-06 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
as an internet-proclaimed master of 'cold and emotionless', i'd like to recommend that as a valid means to get you through. just for a day or two or ten until you feel more capable of dealing. it's not always a bad thing.

[identity profile] bertine.livejournal.com 2004-09-06 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
actually, that is sort of how i feel. weird, huh?

[identity profile] f-o-n-y.livejournal.com 2004-09-06 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
it's not weird. it's self-preservation.

[identity profile] bertine.livejournal.com 2004-09-06 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
yeah, i suppose, i have been too emontional lately, it is the best thing for now.

[identity profile] squirrelbot.livejournal.com 2004-09-06 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
I tend to turn to apathy. It help me shut things out and do some introspection. Driving in my car and listening to different types of music tend to give me a feeling of being seperate and therefore be able to look at a situation objectively. Not that I'm telling you to do that, just saying. I hope you feel better soon though. :(

[identity profile] bertine.livejournal.com 2004-09-06 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
I was thinking about that but I don't really like to drive. I usually start working alot on my condo, i work on things that need to be done and try to feel productive. that and spending less time thinking about things i can't change will help alot.

and thank you.

[identity profile] ispfemme.livejournal.com 2004-09-07 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
I've felt like that for the past month. It's true how things get worse before they get better. I send my love though and wish you the best.

[identity profile] bertine.livejournal.com 2004-09-07 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
That is what I am thinking. I have felt this way for about a month too. I need to stop feeling for a few days so I can think things through and then I will be fine.

[identity profile] visual-insight.livejournal.com 2004-09-07 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
same with me... i'm getting out of this rut... its really depressing... on drudgereport.com today - there are 4 articles of young people killing themselves. crazy.

<3

[identity profile] bertine.livejournal.com 2004-09-07 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
everyone has been crazy lately. it is depressing.

get better yourself, i was going to say something on your post but i was going a little crazy when i read it and couldn't be cheerful.

it'll get better!